your anon is an absolute waste of cells. the fact you didnt go through with anything shows how strong you are whether you realise it or not, you have so much to live for dont waste it now when lifes just starting. it might feel hopeless but hold on and everything works out :)
You’re welcome to show your face :)
thankyou kind anon.
I some days have my ups but mostly downs. i try stand up and beat it, its been many years and its just starting to get worse.
I still try and still keep waking up.
For me i dont mind the waking up , some days i wish i didnt
For i dont know who
Or how many i hope its good for them knowing i woke up.